I am half happy, I am half sad. This is what we called mixed feeling that killing people.
I am happy. I have finally became an official HSBC scholarship holder. This is the first time I successfully secured an essay-based scholarship. I have done my homework prudently and taken everything into account before the interview. I have consulted Shi Yah and Chee Wei about their experiences and I have tried my very best to impress the interviewers. I made it!
I am sad. I still have to stay in this tedious school. Which I ultimately hate it. Consequently, I shunned every topics that regarding my school because I don't like to talk about it.
Most of the companies turn me down. I reckon I will not have the chance to leave this place. Sigh. I have received offer, I have accepted the offer, I can't go. I envy, I envy, I envy!!!
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envious is the most effective motive, keep it..
ps: i tot u usually will disable commenting in ranting posts... forgot? XD
lol...good la...at least got a scholarship...
dun dulan la
come back inti lohh
ooh now oni i noe can disable comment in blog.. haha..
anyway tc, thts great tht u got da scholarship.. ya i noe wad's envy too.. to be able to see but not being able to own it..
so near yet so far.. but.. u hav stuffs tht others do not hav.. den others also envy of u lo XD hahaha crap..
wth.. juz think of da bright side.. i noe its alwaz seems to be greener in the other side.. but its not like tht la..
i dono wad i'm talking.. so bubbai~ take care =)
yy : lol.. u commented too fast.. i tak sempat change it.. then suan liao..
teckie : that's y only can enjoy half of the happiness.. aih..
jovie : if inti got 3+0 from sheffield or Southampton i will stay there..
cc : we r in the same boat!! lol.. i duno whether i have made the right choice.. if no, i think i ruined my own future.. sigh.. broken dream..
CONGRATULATIONS from the bottom of my heart, you did well and you deserve it. I admire your perseverance and strong will for the sake of your future. I'm proud to be your friend. You are like a sun to me right now. Don't be pessimistic, at least you got scholarship, others (including me) cannot get.. :)
jia you!
angel angel!!!
i seriously wanna congratulate u in the first place for getting the offer. U really deserve it for all ur hard work and everything. But im sad for u too coz need to stay there but yeah like darryl said u get a scholarship hehe and ex rabbit proud of u lerr hehehehe...erkzz yeah look on the bright side maybe this "mishap"will bring u a much better luck next time?? Jia you k?? No matter what will still support u
yoo.. pannai yoo.. got a scholarship yoo~~ sai meng laa.. XD
CONGRAT...(˄∪ˆ)♫
That is awesome to get such opportunity...Cheer up,neh!
ryl : thanks man.. hope u really enjoy ur life in aussie.. enjoy my part as well.. u nvr try to get it.. don think u wont get 1 if u give a shot..
sy : rabbit!! lol.. mayb i should look at the bright side.. believe me.. i have really tried my best to luv this place but i couldn't make it.. scholarship = consolation prize to reduce the torture from the skol.. u also take care over there..
ms : u like to oppose me ho?? don forget u still own me sushi..i still haven count with u.. no longer teenage d lu~~
ellie : er.. i think i don't know u right? however, thanks a lot.. appreciate it.. :)
i also wanna congrat you....eh...i found something better than BBQ chicken......its QFC!!!!!!!!!!!! dam nice.....oilyyyyyyy but......gooodddddddddddd!!!!next time i bring the franchise back to malaysia XD...
by the way....you cannot kill ppl la.....you so kind d + kuku....stay happy. I know you can do it :D Next time you be the next Berjaya boss or YTL Big Boss....
Congrats, Thong Chin!!
joey : i still haven found the BBQ chicken la.. wat QFC... i MUFC.. i dowan to be berjaya or ytl boss.. i wan berjaya merge with ytl boss + google.. =.=''
ym : thanks... :)
To : the guy who oways ask whether my grandpa needs a godson
Dude, CONRATS for getting a good news, at least one till now. im impressed by your hardwork, at least you dont stop halfway easily, as what many ppl will do. Is your uni that worse? I duno but, if u cant get then stay positive. Endure for few years and I will be proud of you, so do yourself.
I will hope that you get a good reply from other places that you applied. No worry dude, your friends will oways support you. gam dong leh....
Anyway, I owe you KTV hehe... Wait i finish AS first ya...
wk : i tot u said ktv and meal?? u wanna dai lai?? haha.. one firm answer for u.. "YES!my uni sucks!!"... ur ah gong needs godson onot?? hehe.. good luck in ur AS.. pls go inside the exam hall and tok cai..
Haha... Meal then meal lah. Walao dun eat too good 1 loh. Later i pokkai. XD Walao my ah gong got a lot sons and daughter and grandsons and granddaughters edi. So i guess he no nid. hehe..
Thx for d wishes. I hope i can tok cai oso hehe..
make sure u make it then i treat u makan.. hoho.. luckily i din promise ktv.. hahaha...
Lol... Okok.. KTV oso go morning 1 lah.... I dun wan night de... rm40. Later potong stim again lol..
hahahhahaa.... 4 sozai!! go aeon potong stim..
U noe then good lah... Thx to my 3 potong stim frens(u're included) hehe
wahaha.. JL and KW are potong stim kia..
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