我老家有辆陈旧的脚踏车，从前就陪伴我到中学上课。颜色有点暗淡，轮子也扁了，但还是有种很炫的感觉。
脚踏车似乎是每个小孩的梦想。
以前表弟阿毅家就有一辆所谓上菜市买菜用的脚踏车。不是开玩笑的，那就是当年最流行的款式之一。每每傍晚阿毅就骑着脚踏车带我到处兜兜。他在前面踩，我在后坐待，迎面而来的微风轻拂着脸蛋，就是如此的舒服。小时候就爱模仿电视上的动作，阿毅把脚车骑着骑着，喊道：“跳上来！！” 还在路上的我拔腿赶上，一跳！扑了个空，坐在马路上。巴生百家利就是那么一个简单的小镇，充满着我童年最灿烂的一刻。
姐姐和我一直想要有属于自己的脚踏车，苦苦哀求了妈妈，终于等到了最期待的那一刻。妈从舅舅家搬来了一个和阿毅一模一样的菜市脚踏车，少了一个菜篮，看起来仿佛年轻多了。
“阿毅，我有脚踏车了！”
“是吗？来，我们来比赛。“
小时候就是血气方刚，有得玩就是最好。
阿毅对我姐，我对表姐，比赛就这样开始。
论到体力，没得比，阿毅轻轻松松就拔下头筹。我当然也很强，远远超越表姐，就在最后的冲刺，身后传来巨响，表姐翻车了。伤势很严重。三人极力把表姐救起，送到医院。阿毅进入家门前，回头对我说：”我姐有事，我绝不原谅你。“ 这句狠话，就永远的烙印在我脑海里。
连一天都没到，脚踏车隔天就被舅舅载回去了。
那个晚上，临睡前，爸爸严肃的问了我一句话。
”你推表姐吗？“
”没有。“，回答得有点害怕。
当时的我是多么的无辜。比赛时，离表姐的距离至少有20米，根本就不可能碰到。小小年纪我就感受到，不被信认是多么的可怕。表姐手术完康复后，就没有人再提到这件事。那我呢？我被原谅了吗？罪名就永远的套在我身上了？爸爸还有怀疑我吗？还是我被错怪了？
想想都超过十年了，还有多少人记得这件事？ 我没怪谁啦，毕竟那是很小时候的事。
每当经过老家那后巷，就会不停的挑起各样的回忆。跳号码，水沟旁玩玻璃弹珠，用黑炭在邻居家墙壁上涂鸦，跟隔壁siwan姐姐玩老师老师，自制发射塑胶圈的木枪来射流浪狗，还有很多很多。。。这是我一辈子都忘不了的人，这是我一辈子都忘不了的地方。
骑着脚踏车，四处荡漾，微风安抚的画面，已经成了过去美丽的时光。
小时候就要赶快长大，现在长大了又想回到从前。
人呀，就是不知足。
久久脚踏车
on Friday, 4 June 2010五年了
on Friday, 21 May 2010已经几年没碰hotmail了，碰巧用它注册了论坛，激活的时候，看见那个曾经很熟系的address。
愣。
我把音乐关了，要专心的看，细心的读。
不开心？说真的，不会。
高兴吗？也没有。
读完后，心情有些怪，难以形容。我站起来，原地徘徊了两回，还是有种说不过去的心情。
愣。
我能气多久？
早在五年前都没气了。
都不知道要为了什么而生气。
我相信大家都长大了，在意不了那么多。你可以为过去的灿烂抹黑，我也可以为黑暗的过去点缀。
恨，现在，一点都没有。
你把当年的气话，看重了。
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我过的很忙碌，都没多余的时间想其他的。
谢谢你的祝福。
依然是朋友。
神也是我，鬼也是我
on Sunday, 4 April 2010Okay, to fulfill jl's plea, I am going to write an entry in this lethargic condition.
My current situation is like I am falling off from the cliff but I keep a firm grasp on the edge. Tonnes of vexatious stuffs to be done. I think I will go berserk anytime.
I am so tired.
Nah, just kidding.
But tired is true.
The day futsal with friends and 'mamak' with cw getting lesser and lesser. Everyone seems really busy, only Boon told me that he is free because his "GF" becomes other people GF so he doesn't need to wait for SMS anymore. That saves a lot of time.
What makes me so busy?
- ABU Robocon (My great leader quited due to stress, so he has passed the stress to me now <until 22 June 2010>)
- Society (I'm President now. When was the last time when I was a President? <until June 2011>)
- Research Program (This thing is really boring but the good thing is I am going 2 countries to conduct the research <until May 2011>)
- Studies (Due to too many things as above mentioned, my attendance merely achieving 60% for the whole semester)
- Job (I am still a tutor, this is my primary source of income to cover my living expenses <every weekend>)
- Stock Market (I am an investor as well, this is my secondary source of income for saving purpose <every weekday>)
- Student Exchange (Dilemma. If exchange, result might aggravate. If don't exchange, will regret forever <April to June 2011>)
So as a friend, please
Find me a girlfriend as well, but 取次花丛懒回顾，半缘修道半缘君。
Of course 什么都是我讲啦！神也是我，鬼也是我。
Mathematical Romance
on Tuesday, 23 February 20109x-7i > 3(3x-7u)
Cheesecake
on Monday, 4 January 2010 Warning! This is my first attempt. Hopefully nobody will rush to the toilet after taken it.
I like to bake and I like to do cookies since I was little. The very last time I baked an egg tart was black in color. Genius me.
But now, time prove everything. I am now declaring myself a professional.
I have made a cheesecake and I'll show you how it's been done.
Recipe(for 1kg):
- Butter 200gm
- Cheese 500gm- Sugar 150g
- Lemon 2 tbsp
- Gelatin 2tbsp (+ 100ml water)
- Biscuit 1pack
- Milk 160ml
Methods:
1) Dissolve gelatin powder in hot water.
2) Break the biscuits into powder shape.
3) Blend the biscuits together with butter.
4) Blend cheese together with powder sugar.
5) Add milk, gelatin & lemon into the cheese mixture.
Main character (Marble Cheese)
Co-star (Oreo Cheese)
Specially for KN.Tan (Pinocchio Cheese)
Specially for Leng Lui (I Heart U)
I was told that it could be done in an hour but due to big "mouses" playing around with the cheese, we further delayed it for 2 hours.
After chilled for a night, the cakes are well-prepared and I would said it's pretty successful.
Luckily I not planning to open a shop, otherwise SR shall prepare to close down.
